If you ever have to genuinely stop and ask yourself "is this really worth it?" Chances are, the answer is a flat no.

Being 18 is all about making better decisions. Here's mine: I'M LEAVING! Cold turkey is hard... but honestly fuck going through the trouble for no gain. Homestuck discussions? So what, not if I'm belittled each day and bombarded with negativity. No thanks! Many might think... "I'll just take some on the way out..." UH, DOOF! USE UR NOGGIN! If they're with the mean troupe for so long what makes you think you'll be exempt just cause they're NICE? Open ur eyes, you're not a savior, it's not worth it, and they're going to betray you anyway in one year -3-

But here's the good thing: I can at least acknowledge that BEFORE I'm knee deep. I was already being warned with red flags from me AND cev either way... It's time to hightail. I might get a ping or two, but it hasn't even been a month. Them? Caring? NO WAY! This is a PSA!! If can learn, so can you!! Solitude is better company than any bully! Mingle with a bunch like that and I'd be a hypocrite.. I can't let my pink be tainted... NOT again!

I sometimes am baffled by the depths of people's personalities. I wish for the best... although I give them 2 years max. This is what happened when you're surrounded by enablers. No... I can't think about this again. It really is too common! Reginas ALWAYS have a group, contrary to popular belief. They're nothing without them! (And deep inside... they feel that too. Which is why they're reginas).

Ahhh yes, more patting myself on the back. Yes, yes, viva la Lomax! Bask in my niceness, my kindness, my ability to make rational decisions swiftly! Yes, my self worth is surely high. High enough to high-tail it!