Ok soooooooooo It's accidentally been a while. BUT. On the bright side it hasn't been over a month. Just 20 days!!! Not much has happened... but also not little has happened.

I ended up caving. I mean, the server was always a detachment from the original intention in the first place so maybe it's whatever. I just don't want to go through something stupid again.

Side note. Top Ramen's chili flavor fucking SUCKS. I got it thinking it was going to be good, but actually it was maruchan's chili that I liked. This just... sucks. it barely even tastes like anything. IT'S NOT EVEN SPICY!!! It's... WHITE PEOPLE SPICY!!!!!! well... anyways I FINALLY got Aradiboo. She's so cute sitting on my desk. Finn has a Sollux sitting on his desk too. They're matching... we're so cute!!! OH dat reminds me, I also got Vriska's Mindfang book as a gift!!! And omg did I even ever mention that Vin got me a pretty pink blanket for my birthday?? Dude... having stuff fucking rocks. Later I hope the Rose and Vriska plushies go on sale again. I really want to buy them!!!

As for other stuffz, I've been watching Super Gals! and Cosmic Baton Girl. I never thought I would, but I did! :D

Basically, super gals is a 2003 shoujo about gal/gyaru subculture. I don't feel like explaining gyaru but for the Finn reading this... basically gyaru is a japanese fashion subcultre about subverting japanese beauty standards. They have exaggerated makeup, sometimes tanned skin and curled hair, fake nails, and a fuck ton of colors and accessories!! It's not something I would've found myself going out of my way to watch, but recently I felt super compelled...

Originally I watched just the intro a few months back. It was cute and I didn't think much beyond that, but it stuck with me. It had this early 2000s girly show vibe where the main characters do fuck-all besides be boy crazy and kick ass. THANKFULLY I was thinking about how I love shoujo, but I always lose interest when the plot becomes serious for multiple eps!! Then I was like... "wait... what if that show Super Gals! is like that?" so I put it on, and BOOM. I felt like a little gal again!!!

Recently, I've been watching with Rose and Sam!! I meant to only show 1 episode but 1 turned into 3... and 3 turned into 5... IDK how far I'll get witht his honestly. The dub is in this weird realm of both bad and good?? Like first off, they sling the r slur around like its nothing and you can kinda hear the shitty quality of their mics, but also it's so... charming?? The VAs put their all into the acting (for better or for worse) and they're kinda just really bad at voice acting but it makes watching it so fucking funny. Like yeahh girl with big moe eyes beat that bitch's ass with a taser for sleeping with your boyfriend! The whole moral of this show feels like supporting women's wrongs and i wouldn't have it any other way. Not only that but the art is like, super good. It's so colorful and fun and the outfits are cute and (at the time) trendy. I would honestly love to see people still wear some of their outfits.

Speaking of outfits, honestlay I've been getting back into wanting to wear things that liek... AREN'T all black and emo XD When you look at a website like dis you wouldn't really think dat I'd wear all black clothes on most days... the dichotomy is crazy. I was browsing through outfits on twitter and honestly I really would like to dress like this (above) sometimjes... but the thought makes me very uncomfortable. I'm still easing my way through accepting feminine things. Getting dysphoria over the gender presentation you crave isn't easy....

But ya dats pretty much it. I downloaded some new songz n winamp skins so I think ill go enjoy dat now :3