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Sep 11, 2025

[9] Unyielding Wish

#fallchallenge2025, Anime

I love Rayearth so much. The opening theme means so much to me and no one understands... it's perfect. I'm adding the lyrics and song because of course I am

the song itself too. This isn't actually the original version though.

Unyielding Wish

Hold onto that dream!

Tomorrow knows where and when

It's true--what you believe

Don't let go--the road will never end!

The sunset melts into the deep blue sea

It turns a crimson shade

A wonderful free fall

I just want to have the wind

Take me faraway

I've cleared impossible hurdles before,

But I know that there's more,

And I know I can make it

Who's to blame when it's not the best

That I can achieve?

Hold onto that dream!

Tomorrow knows where and when

It's true--what you believe

Don't let go--the road will never end!

Keep tryin' to believe

The biggest part of you--

And now you're ready to go!

How much longer do I have to cry

Before tomorrow's light?

A night full of sorrow

All at once I found today

I've finally hid my limits

I'm sure that when you are falling in love

It's just like blinking your eyes

Before you know it, it flies away!

I just want to learn how strong I can be

When I'm searching for love!

Hold onto that dream!

Tomorrow knows where and when

My lips're tightly sealed

But you can still see it in my eyes--

I've traveled down that road

And found the greater love

This time I know it is real!

I've cleared impossible hurdles before

But I know that there's more

And I know I can make it!

But when I got up to the starting line,

My legs were frozen with fear!

Hold onto that dream!

Tomorrow knows where and when

Reach out--unfold your arms

And take the key that opens up your heart!

Hold onto that dream!

Tomorrow knows where and when

It's true--what you believe

Don't let go--the road will never end!

Keep tryin' to believe

The biggest part of you--

And now you're ready to go!

8 o'clock

I don't really know why 8 o'clock is the 9th day, but I find it a little funny.

8 o'clock makes or breaks my day starting fall. We all know it's because of school. If things don't go right in the morning, chances are I'll be upset the whole day. I'm just that type of person, autism can kind of suck. Before college I was pretty much always late. My commute has always been long and overstimulating (and I'm a slow person) so I think I can count the times I've been on time on my hand.

On days where I'm not boggled by class, I enjoy the morning. I like having the time to do the extra things I want. IF my mom isn't there to bother me. She's the type to start talking as soon as she wakes up and it annoys me because I'm the only one physically there for her to talk to. Leave me alone for 2 hours when I wake!!! This doesn't have much to do with fall. I'm contemplating sticking my middle finger to the whole "fall" aspect of the challenge because I don't even fucking like fall. Okay that was aggressive. I'm sorry fall you just remind me of school and I don't pay attention to anything during fall.

I wanted to write more... but it feels like the devil himself is out to get me today. My boyfriend is asleep WAY early, my english teacher hated me, the wifi stopped working properly, and my favorite spot seems 10 times worse today (with the sun and bugs. where the fuck did the breeze go??) I guess days like this just happen T-T. well... baibai