Okay, wow. A couple things have happened. completely moved out of my old house, got switched to a new temp apartment, we're staying here for a couple days now and tbh it sucks !!! there's a roach infestation and i have to share a room with my MOM. No privacy or anything ! I'll be honest, this is kind of torture for someone who's hypersexual. I mean i guess I didn't need to look at porn fanfiction to satiate my unbearable constant thoughts wishing for imagining sex but i can't say that part of my mind doesn't miss it. kind of going fucking cray cray up in here !! i feel like the repression is making it worse but not thinking about sex 24/7 feels kinda tranquil and pleasant. i feel floaty, is it the fatigue ?
Oh god, the fatigue. i've been a little stressed about everything !! def not as much since i'll be settled here for 2-3 months. now but like when we were moving around in the shelter for 2 days i was tortured !! still am but more because i was around BABIES AND TODDLERS CRYING !!! so not only was my brain super repressed (I hate thinking about sex around family, friends, and children) i was so socially drained and tired... i wanted to go home, but "home" didn't exist anymore !! at least I'll get a sweet apartment out of this. I wont have to pay rent at all for 4 years ^_^ and they'll pay for furniture.
I was actually looking at the work of Adrian Thatcher who is a favorite artist of mine and i really liked how he designed homes !! I'm prob gonna get a bunch of inspo from his work, here's some art from his blogspot !!
The living room he designed looks super fun. I will definitely go for a similar vibe with mine !
havent made any art besides doodles, haven't had time to ! I will post more tho later obviously ＼(￣▽￣)／
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